Wow this has been a while

[hyattman]

So my LiveJournal has been a big stagnant for the past 10 months. A lot has occurred. I left Orlando (a mistake..I will get to that later), and moved to Denver. Now, remember that last post thinking...gosh where am I going to be living in 4 months? That was a scary thought. Shortly after I moved to Denver (moved in June) I realized I didn't

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[brknsmileprnces]

You have to do what makes you happy but be careful that you aren't making decisions based on fear of moving on. Its normal to feel homesick and depressed when you move away from everything you know but if you don't give Denver a real chance, you aren't going to be happy there nor will you make many friends. Trust me, staying in Orlando was a mistake for me. While I mostly stayed because the Lebanese-Israeli conflict occurred the summer before I began graduate school, I should've gone to American or another school. I'm sort of here but I feel like an outsider. My chapter is different, we have new girls who have never even heard of me, my family died out, and most of my closest friends within the chapter have graduated and left. Honestly, I don't think coming back to Orlando is the answer (though I'd love to have you back!) I think if you came back you would feel out of place with your fraternity (or frustrated over the new direction that things will undoubtedly go), you will have your friends for a while but eventually they will