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APPEARANCE
[  ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[  ]  I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (Sometimes)
[x] I would get ( Read more... )

MY STORY:

I have suffered with disordered eating and body dysmorphia for roughly 20 years. I tend to think I am thinner than I am or fatter than I am. Depends on the F'ing day. I eat too little I eat too much. Either way everyday is an OBSESSION with my BODY and with FOOD. Everyday of my life is an internal struggle.
I have abused laxatives, I ( Read more... )