dear admireres, but specifically, prospective love ineterests ( Read more... )

i'm doing it! i'm doing it! gotdamnit, i'm gonna do it! i'm gonna order my 5 megapixel blue canon digital cam sometime this weekend! i'm gonna buy that expensive yet cozy ass boots and rock it to work and look c-AYYY-ute with my pink scrubs and dominique m. mother/baby, maternity tech ID with a snapshot of me goofy-grinnin' chilling on the right ( Read more... )

i apologize for the bombardment of spending themes, but allow me to make it three in a row because i have GOT to share my triumphant victories. shytt like this seriously gets me excited, as sad as it may sound. i went shopping, unplanned, this morning and got THE very last charm-sized lipglass holiday collection from MAC, sold out online. i had no ( Read more... )

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i got the job! (refer to a past post) i've been feeling rotten this past week and last and i needed something to bounce me back up. this definitely did it. the pay is a bit over $14, $15 on weekends. i'll only be working two 12hr shifts (7PM-7AM) a week, plus the $20+/hr overtime that i have plenty of time to accumulate. i'm satisfied, considering ( Read more... )

i feel bloated and incredibly unattractive. i want affection and attention yet i distant myself. i'm emotional, sensitive, critical, irritable, and so overly analytical that i give myself a headache -- all, courstesy of ms.Flow, my period.

i get on my own nerves sometimes.

i've never been good at verbally expressing myself. i consider it one of my biggest flaws that for some reason, i can't seem to shake out of my system. it's just that -- my heart overwhelms my mental in such an extensive way that it prevents me from constructing and delivering thoughts in the same potent way that i know i could in writing. when it ( Read more... )

E-A-G-L-E-S. :) served your ass boyyyyee, lol.

whatever makes you happy -- my head echoed as i walked away.

i know, i know. lol, leave me alone. and i know there's a lot, shuttup, lol


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