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[hundun]

My dreams remain more vivid, but now my gender is being integrated into them. I'm male just under half the time and transitioning about half. Occasionally though, I'm female - usually I'm still trans, but it's a detail - here there is no doubt that I am a lass and shall (generally) be received as such. I like that feeling a lot, and have been

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[rigker]

I mostly lurk on LJ and enjoy reading your posts. I had a brief time in my life around 18 years old where I was exploring the options you are pursuing for around a year and a half, finally deciding that I was OK with staying male. It is interesting reading about your pursuits of appearance, at the time I was asking questions about myself, I was around 145 pounds and 5'9" with curiously small feet from my mother that fit size 8 or 9 heels. The group of primarily bisexual men and women I hung out with in Calgary at the time helped me with appearance. The woman in the group that was working in skin care, beauty and clothes did an amazing job of eyebrow shaping, makeup and wigs, and wardrobe for me and I managed to easily pass. I never worked on my voice at all, and was discreetly topping men. Curiously, after deciding not to pursue these interests after all, I just got heavier and more male looking through my 20's and my feet spread out about a size and a half. I would never pass the way I look now, but have this "woman inside" of me

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[hundun]

Thanks. It's good to know that people appreciate the posts.