i wish i had something to say about me and jose today but nothing much has happened. having nothing to say is always a good sign that nothing bad has happened. he came home from work and i made us dinner. TACOS! then we watched the last friends episode together. it was funny and comforting to see him laughing, something he never does. he went out ( Read more... )

im not even sure what to say except that since ive cut my hair and made myself look and feel better, jose and i have been getting along much better. we still have our fights here and there and thats perfectly normal but not nearly as bad as before. i wrote him a letter telling him the things i need from him and made sure he knew, well he has only ( Read more... )

i had fun with jose and my family on my bday. there is so much to tell but for some reason i havent been in the mood to write about it. im wondering if its becuz i dont want to release all the joy i shared in it out of fear to lose the best time i had in a long time. jose and i were getting along that day so well but it felt like a front and boy ( Read more... )

jose came home last night to what I thought was going to be ANOTHER night of us not talking, i was wrong. he came into the room and layed down next to me. im thinking "o boy, what does he want?" i was thinking he was wanting sex since he is soooo nice when he wants some, but what guy isnt? lol. so anyways, we are watching "FULL HOUSE" together and ( Read more... )

i want to thank indakiss for the setup of my new layout. thanks girl, you have been great!!! xoxoxo thanks again.

*cheryl lynn*

we were lazy today after having a long night of...hmmm...how should i say....illegal fun. but anyhoo im not bragging but we were recooperating all day sunday. it was movie day. we layed on the floor and watched movies. we saw ( Read more... )

i love my baby so much, im glad we are doing better!

yesterday was the 1st day jose met his boss at his new job. around 6pm jose came home and i was all excited to see how it went with this new guy considering his old boss was an ASS! jose said it was so much better and there werent 1000 things he had to worry about that might piss the boss off. it was great and the work should be stress free most of ( Read more... )

boy do i feel better!! last night after i posted the last entry, we sat down in front of the tv, ate dinner and watched a movie. he made B.B.Q. wings and white rice and we watched "my best friend's wedding". it was nice. after the movie was over, we cleaned up together and went out back for a cigg. my stomach started hurting so i went inside to lay ( Read more... )

jose came home and we have been talking lately but my concern was "is he doing this to make things more comfortable or cuz he wants to be with me?" he was about to take a shower and he told me to sit down cuz we had to talk. oh no! "the talk" was coming and i wasnt ready but i knew it needed to be done. we decided that THIS will be the last time so ( Read more... )