so, it's been quite a while ( Read more... )

"I'm tired. I'm tired of victimizing my world. I'm tired of never being enough to say with confidence that I've done a good job. And maybe I'm too tired..."Two roads diverge in the woods ( Read more... )

at 12:01 this morning emily anne called me to wish me a happy birthday, at 3:16 this morning krista called me to tell me i was officially seventeen (cause i was born at 3:16 in the morning) trevor called me this morning, jenn called me this morning, lots of messages online, and debbie came to my house to personally deliver my birthday card with ( Read more... )

Everyone says all these great things about you. How funny you were, and how carefree you acted. I wish I could have known you better. I'd see you around here and there, always surrounded by friends. we were in the same gym class once or twice, maybe even some dumb elective. In Elementary school, I thought of you as the "cool kid". You were always ( Read more... )

You know what I've decided? My life is, should be, and can be, perfect. I have everything. There's nothing more that I want. Right? So what the hell is the problem?!

hah. this sounds really nerdy, but I'm really liking school. At least so far...I'm really motivated right now. I love AP bio, and I understand physics. AP Government is really ( Read more... )

I'd really like for people to stop making such unnecessary comments about me and my personal life and well-being. But that's pretty much not going to happen any time soon. You're all jerks. i hope you feel awesome, cuz i feel sucky. Why can't people mind their own business and stay the hell out of my life.....EVER. does anyone take me seriously? ( Read more... )

umm yeah so next week i'm on call for 3 days and only def working 2. everybody gets less hours after labor day/go back to school week. :-[ 
i mean i won't kill myself with APs and work but, i want more hours. ah i'm tired. i'm ALWAYS tired...and i'm freezing. it's not even cold. owjpijpajt. work tomorrow 10-2. and then i'm buying more clothes for ( Read more... )

do you think i could get fired for being clumsy?? hah. causeeee that sucks. :-P i'm really working my generous discount here. and i decided i want like 5 sweatshirts today, meaning i will be making even more purchases next week. ever since i started working there i'm obsessed with clothes. it's absolutely ridiculous. i'm going to have no money for ( Read more... )

im testing this to see if it works.

so basically, everything is wrong with me. like i didn't already know that....

now what.