I often wonder why its so dificult to change. At thirty years of age..and for the past 8, i have been wanting to better myself in alot of positive ways not drinking nearly as much or as often not doing even remotely the types or amount of ilegal substances, i've come a long way.....BUT and its always there....i can not seem for the life of me to ( Read more... )

Finally at the last week of fall semester glad to have it over, still working 50+ hrs at.abc warehouse but for once i actually enjoy my job and coworkers, turnin 30 in 15 days its getting real to me on how vast life is going to be.

Workimg school and trying to not lose my mind...being an adult isn't as cool as it seemed as a kid.

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Started a new job selling cutco cutlery not sure how I like it yet, (the salesman aspect, I love these knives) so if anyone wants a free demonstration just let me know.

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I dreamed of you last night, we were having drinks and talking of old times..I awoke with a pain in my chest from knowing I once caused you pain. But the pain quickly went away because I remembered your beautiful smile and your warm embrace.

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Watching videos on youtube any suggested topics?

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Who just installed a dish washer? THIS GUY woohoo! Honey do lists don't even bother this guy cause I'm that good.

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Wish this thing was as easy to post pictures to as fbook...dug out a garden 8'x10' today..with my spine the way it is I'm hopping this will help.

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I have found that lyrica makes me not care about anything, not in a lets end it all kind of way but in a "meh" kind of way..... I hate nerve meds

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I need something to do or my mind is going to explode...need female input on conversations.....gah this month can not end soon enough.