I know you already thought of everything and now your free ( Read more... )

The past few hours were fucking interesting. Heenesh, lauren, kris and his friend ryan all got smashed while anna and i sat back and watched. hilarious stuff i tell you. heenesh even went to the emotional stuff and told me he sees me for me, and not just the way everyone else does. in a weird way that meant a lot. good to know that someone at least ( Read more... )

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I am so uncertain as to the state of things in my life that I have no idea what choices to make any more. Who do I turn my back on? Who do I let hurt me? Who do I walk on eggshells around? How am I supposed to act? What am I supposed to think? How am I supposed to feel? Right now I would say that at the top of the feelings list is Paranoid. Not so ( Read more... )

Today was the worst day ever. Can't quite imagine how it could have been any worse really. Someone should just do me a favor and shoot me. :(

I think I have a nice fish, and this one I definitely don't wanna get away. So wish me luck because yay!

What do you do when the ONE person you want to talk to and be around, is the ONE person who barely acknowledges that you exist???

I got to see BJ last night. Man, I've missed his ass lol. I'm gonna miss him again soon cuz he's gonna be going back to Iraq for another few months before we will see him again. I had fun watchin him get drunk though. I forgot just how entertaining he can be ( Read more... )

Figured I might as well really update this time so hear it goes ( Read more... )

Who calls their ex from another girls house....honestly? I mean come on people!