thankfully break is half over. i'm still counting down the days til school begins again. i'm sick of the holiday retail world. starting next week, the mall's open til 11, that sucks. so i still haven't been able to gloat to tom about how awesome i am. that makes me sad. not that i can't gloat but that i haven't talked to him. best boyfriend ( Read more... )

No, seriously, I wish I was, because they I wouldn't have to be me, just reap the benefits of my friendship. Wow that sounds extrememly conceded, hahaha. So another day of work down and I'm that much closer to being back at school, or as I like to call it, my current "home". Is it sad that I'm homesick for school? I guess that's what college ( Read more... )

( graham made me do it )

the one thing i realize the most when i come home is i have a great tendancy to carry on conversations with my self that i would normally be having with another person if said person was actually there with me. what i'm trying to say is i always feel a lot more crazy than i really am when i come home. it's just due to my lack of human interaction ( Read more... )

1. smoked a cigarette - yeah, about 4 hours ago ( Read more... )

It's true, I'm utterly addicted to watching justic play out in a neat 1 hours time frame. SVU has it all though. I should be in the art studio right now painting, I have no excuse except I didn't want to go. Listen to me children, never EVER take two art courses during the same term. You get real burnt out on art after the 3rd week. Apparently ( Read more... )

kissing in the cold october rain is one of the best things to do when you're feeling sad. also, i can't wait to see my family again, i miss them like crazy. i'm tired and i don't have any desire to go to work tomorrow night. i'm so glad saturday's my last night. i'm not in the mood to write so i don't know why i started this**

that's right, first day of school starts and ends. had my first drawring class with jeremy today, we actually did do some drawring, it was kind of crazy, i didn't think i was doing too well, but i guess i was. right now, i'm watching made and waiting to get a hold of mcgillacuddy's because i need to know when i work tonight. it's going to be ( Read more... )

alright, for those of you folks who are too lazy to read the xanga, i'll give a little update of my life. went to california last week and saw just how beautiful it was there. took a 3 day drive back and ended up in galesburg monday evening. have gotten trashed since i've been back and i'm really not proud of myself, i'm definitely laying off ( Read more... )

won't have to fight for long ( Read more... )