I just don't want to feel like this anymore.

[hourglassfull]

I'd say "I'm not myself right now," except that I can't even remember who I am, or was. My personality seems to have been swallowed up in this thick, stagnant pool of negative emotion. I don't even have the energy to put myself down. I'm utterly depleted of any desire to be, or to do, anything. I am forcing myself to write this entry because it was

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[max_the_black]

Whenever friends get into states like this, I have exactly the same thought... "you got a degree in Psych, why can't you think of anything encouraging to say?" but, well, I'd rather try and fail than not try at all

[red_trillium]

It won't always be this bad. It's hard to see that right now, I understand. You might not get to the point where you never have bad days, but you'll make it through and climb out of this hole.

Can you call a couple of trusted friends to be with you, if you can wear a mask while they are there so you aren't completely alone right now? That would give you some human connection.

There's not a lot you can do right now for the flu you've got. I hope you heal soon so you don't have to deal with that as well.