I feel stuck. I can't wait for school to start so that I can feel like I'm doing something with my life again. I know I should look at the positives and not dwell so much on the negatives. But that's just not in my nature.

So now I know what to expect, and what not to expect. Meh...whatever. I should be used to this feeling by now right? Story of my life.

Tomorrow is my favorite day of the week...payday!!!! I don't really have much more to say.

So I read To Kill a Mockingbird and I can't believe I passed on that book in high school. I loved it. The movie version is my next rental from netflix. I can't wait for it to get here. The next book I'm working on is Animal Farm. It sounds so boring but I'm giving it the benefit of the doubt ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever finished a required reading book in my entire life. For some reason if I am forced to read something, then I will have no interest in reading it. You can only imagine the long list of books that I missed out over the years. I remember starting to read all of those books, but I have never read from the first page to the last ( Read more... )

I haven't signed in to live journal in forever. So here I am back again. What's new? Nothing. Still single. For the most part, still happy. I wish I had exciting and interesting things to write about, but I don't. I'm really happy that it's almost summer. I lost 17 pounds but gained 4 back. So now I'm down 13 pounds. I need to lose 7 more and I ( Read more... )

I don't know what I want most of the time. I change my mind on a daily basis. I want to say some fucked up shit right now. But I think I'll just keep it to myself for right now. I'm happy for the most part. About 90% of me is happy, the other 10% I want to kick to the curb. I know this doesn't make sense to anyone. Its not supposed to.

I always say this, but I wish I had something interesting to write about. Nothing is really new. I want to travel so bad. The only problem is that I have no one to travel with. I've thought about traveling alone, but then I think about that movie "Taken." Probably not a good idea for someone in their early twenties to be traveling alone.

Our air conditioner just broke! Noooooooooooo. It's too hot in this house. I'm already sweating. Maybe if I wasn't so fucking fat I wouldn't be sweating. Thank God for ceiling fans!!!

Im making good progress with not caring about certain things. I'm done with holding grudges, especially those that aren't my own. Life is too short to be wasting on worrying about my reputation. I'm pulling a Cartman and doing what I want. Also, I can't stop singing Peanut Butter Jelly Time.