1.I can never get drunk enough to escape self-loathing ( Read more... )

my heart escapes me all too often...i sit around waiting for things to happen but not really caring about much of anything. i do what i'm supposed to, what i have to do. it's like i constantly have to be re-awakened. or maybe my brain just expects too much from my heart....like it should constantly be stimulated, either in love with the world and ( Read more... )

So I'm supposed to be describing Lipkandy so I can help Salena promote this upcoming show. I'm drawing a blank. It's good, sad lyrics, distant vocals yet happy sounding chord progressions. See what I mean ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty crazy...fun in a reckless sort of way, which some might say is the only real fun. Lots of wrestling, intoxication to the highest degree, jamming on instruments, and a game of "I never" with strangers (it started out as just me, stephanie, layla and salena, but everyone wanted in on that action ( Read more... )

forget cassettes will be at the southgate house in june!

I feel much calmer today. Arranged my cds in alphabetical order. It gives me pleasure to look at my collection. Pleasure ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like this. How high, how low, can a mood swing go?
Very high. And very low.

If you need to visit
you know where to find me
my house is at the crossroads...

Enough craziness...tomorrow I will be bright eyed and bushy tailed and I'll write a live journal entry about how much I like whatever song it is I'm listening to...

primal urges....itch that can't be scratched...wolf inside....i want to drink bottles of wine in fields....scream and laugh like a maniac down city streets ( Read more... )

I haven't laughed like this for a long time...not since the roamohexual incident. I think laughter is underrated. I was thinking about the instances in my life where I've been totally captivated by another's absurd imagination & how the quality of life is improved by moments like these ( Read more... )

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