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Last night was pretty crazy...fun in a reckless sort of way, which some might say is the only real fun. Lots of wrestling, intoxication to the highest degree, jamming on instruments, and a game of "I never" with strangers (it started out as just me, stephanie, layla and salena, but everyone wanted in on that action!)
I feel very humbled and like I know what matters right now, which is love, communication, empathy. I've been kind of in my own world lately.
I'm over being vain and self-depreciating for a while.
No more nitpicking about my appearance...i've been paying way too much attention to dry skin and brittle hair lately.
No more hating my voice...I saw various friends playing music, jamming, looking so pure and sweet. I was looking at them through the window and I was filled with so much adoration. Music needs to come from the heart...way way more important that it comes from a pure place than from a professional place. I've always felt that way. I don't know what standards I'm trying to hold myself up to anyway.
On the way home I almost puked but nothing came up. Then Stephanie, Scott, and I had some really good conversation, too broad to write about in here, but it really inspired me.
I think I shall spend the day napping.
I feel very humbled and like I know what matters right now, which is love, communication, empathy. I've been kind of in my own world lately.
I'm over being vain and self-depreciating for a while.
No more nitpicking about my appearance...i've been paying way too much attention to dry skin and brittle hair lately.
No more hating my voice...I saw various friends playing music, jamming, looking so pure and sweet. I was looking at them through the window and I was filled with so much adoration. Music needs to come from the heart...way way more important that it comes from a pure place than from a professional place. I've always felt that way. I don't know what standards I'm trying to hold myself up to anyway.
On the way home I almost puked but nothing came up. Then Stephanie, Scott, and I had some really good conversation, too broad to write about in here, but it really inspired me.
I think I shall spend the day napping.