Yesterday sucked. All day. Because of the night before. I miss Tristan. He came over last night. It was odd, yet fine. We acted mostly like we always have. We both didn't want this. I'm glad he came over. And we're good. It sucks things have to be this way ( Read more... )

Ok I lied. The actually cherry on top of my fantastic day yesterday was me and Tris breaking up. super...

ok, so today was officially the worst day of my life. Before I even left my house this morning I could tell today was gonna suck. And sure enough it did. Between school, all these final projects in 2 weeks, play practices till 9 every day, almost losing my job, not sure about Tris, losing my power point presentation, stressing over prom, learning ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty much almost convinced that relationships don't like me. At the moment I'm not quite sure what to do, because it has already been kind of decided that Tristan and I will break up when I go away to college in September. So if we know we will break up then, then why should we stay together now? I really like him though... damn I hate ( Read more... )

not quite liking livejournal as much as everyone said i would

"Dear Rachel ( Read more... )

I'm Lauren "LC" from Laguna Beach!


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So I went to my mom's work with her yesterday down on the Avenue at the library. She's a teacher in the back room for 3 hours with devil children. My mom would always come home broken from work and how these kids treat her. I hated them from the first time I heard about them. But I really need volunteer hours so I went with her yesterday to get ( Read more... )

Past two weekends. Pretty good. Keeping myself busy so I don't drown in my self pity. Last weekend was full of Jessica and Alex ness. Jess and I saw Alexander which wasn't too bad, but it was extreeemely long. And Jess, Alex, and I saw Ladder 49 finally at the base. That was a good movie. Kinda makes me concerned for Jared tho since that's what he ( Read more... )

Ok Not that ANYONE will read this, but Since I'm bored and really don't wanna do my homework and I have nowhere to go because no one WANTS to go anywhere with me, I'll just update since I haven't for a while ( Read more... )