When my aunt asked my wife ( Read more... )

Almost at 28 weeks. Heading into the 3rd trimester. My energy is starting to wane and my pelvis is constantly twinging in pain. But that's okay. That's part of the process. My process anyway. Pain isn't fun but it's kind of a result of having had two pregnancies close together.

I feel huge and I've been getting a lot of comments from people to that ( Read more... )

Crimson is the color of my despair.
Not black - for I would be blind.
Not blue - that's for sadness.
But when my heart is cracking inside my chest,
and my body betrays the hope I had...
When all is lost...
Then paint my pain red like the blood that leaves me,
washing away my futility.

The Moment ( Read more... )

I reckon hardly anyone reads this anymore, but might as well post ( Read more... )

Augh. Lost my password for the longest time and anyway, so busy. Too busy for complete sentences. But I'll be damned if I don't do at least one LJ post a year ( Read more... )

So I spent an inordinate amount of time reading old posts and marvelling that nobody ever clapped me in irons (or a strait jacket) and carted me off to Kirkwood. Jesus. Nothing says self affirmation like remembering the person you used to be ( Read more... )

Oh, it's been like a year since I posted. Well now ( Read more... )

It's baaaaaack ( Read more... )

I'm feeling awfully insecure today ( Read more... )