He said I love you and I cried.

I know it's crazy but I think I'm falling for him...

I've been seeing this guy named Alex for a few weeks now and things have been going great. I met a few of his friends yesterday and he met a couple of mine. We've got plans this afternoon to walk the grounds at the art museum and see the newest exhibit. He's an Indianapolis native, computer science major/software engineer, very into the indie music ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this lonely in quite a while. I have been feeling very anti-social, depressed, and uninspired. I hate this.

my heart breaks a little more at the mere mention of his name or image of his face. i never imagined it would hurt this much.

I feel like a complete idiot for falling for him again. stupid. stupid. stupid.

I'm the most. impatient. person. ever. :(

I want to believe that unconditional, breath-taking, inspiring love exists. I want so badly to believe that it exists.

Right now, I'm having a really hard time with that.

I have a date on Saturday with a guy I met through my best friend. They are in the same master's program. I'm trying not to get my hopes up or convince myself that it's going to work out. I want to take things slow. I want to be an adult. But I will admit that I'm excited. He's 25, from New Hampshire, likes good non-mainstream music, and Bones. :)

So let's make a list of who we need and it's not much if anything ( Read more... )