Woahh. Its been a loooong time. I've been pretty busy & stuff lately.

Anywho, I'll just do a bit of updating on my life since I last wrote in here.

I had an awesome spring break in Florida. It was really fun & the weather was great. I was with my cousins & 2 aunts. I flew on an airplane for the first time ever & I was really scared, but it ended up ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of almost everything right now. I feel so trapped. Like Edna in The Awakening. Just like a bird in a cage who can't spread her wings.

It sucks.

I can't wait to get out of this fucking town.
I'm not going to worry about anything. And that's that.
I'm leaving tomorrow. See you losers when I get back.

I don't think I want to talk to anyone about anything ever again.

All I do is fuck things up & piss people off.

Okay well its been awhile since I've updated about my life, so here we go.

Three weekends ago was orchestra camp. I had a lot of fun, but my fingers were worn to the bone. We practiced TONS. But Katie & I had our own hotel room. We ordered pizza at midnight & watched Silence of the Lambs.

Two weekends ago I didn't do too much. On Saturday I went to ( Read more... )

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? All posts will be screened because it's a secret (feel free to say WHATEVER you want). Then repost this in your LJ- or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

Everything in my life feels like its crumbling to pieces.

I wish he felt the way I do about him, but he doesn't.

I didn't really believe people could fall out of love, but now I know it can happen.

But I'm trying to stay open-minded, optimistic, & happy.

( I miss this )

Indeed I am supposed to be in school now. But I'm not. =P

I woke up this morning & wasn't feeling to hot. My stomach hurt real bad & just about every part of my body ached so I told my mom & went back to bed. I woke up at about 11:30 and I felt so much better. I could've gone to school....but I didnt. So I'm here.

I had a pretty fun weekend. Friday ( Read more... )

Fate fell short this time,

Your smile fades in the summer.

Place your hand in mine,

I'll leave when I wanna.

( I've kissed someone... )

All I really want to say is that ( I love my boyfriend. His name is Keiran. )