So the new deal
1) workout every day, couple times a week with my PT
2) Working 2 jobs = BANK
3) Qutting smoking, or cutting back ALOT
4) Going back to school to study World Cultures and Languages (starting with German, chinese, and arabic)
5) Hanging out with new people, meeting new people

Wow, I've had an interesting last couple weeks. E3 didn't go down, hopfully next year. There were a couple other dissapointments accross the board, but despite them I still turned 20. Nothing's really changed. I've decided to seclude myself at home so i can get some stuff done. Wanna spend alot of time at the gym and the pool. blah blah blah ( Read more... )

Have you ever been tired? Not physically, but every other way? emotionally, spiritually, socially, even sexually? I don't know why, or how it has all came to pass, but i'm just tired of it all. I guess one way to put it is I'm losing the passion for life. I've contiuned down this mediocre road so long that I really dont care about anything any ( Read more... )

Man, I REALLY hate hospitals, not because of the sick people, or the slow doctors. I hate hospitals because they really make me feel powerless to help. Theres nothing worse than seeing someone not feeling well, upset, and gloomy, and I can't do anything about it.

"Or you know you could just blame it on god. First he makes hangovers, then half-shark half-women that won't even sleep with me. THANKS FOR NOTHING GOD"

FUCK VALENTINES DAY .... sorry if I offended you... but if you really dont get why i hate v-day, then fuck you too....

Wow its amazing how boring things keep happening. Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining that nothing horrible has happened to me in the last month (Aside from flat tire number 8). Things just keep on stayin the same, and for the most part i'm ok with that. I really do want to start playing hockey and going to the gym though. I think i'm in ( Read more... )

Aight so this is my first LJ, I've hopped on the bandwagon. I guess I did this so I can express the things that people don't typically ask me about, or talk about. I know I'm a fairly simple guy, but sometimes I too get stuff that I want to vent, or talk about, but it seems like either no one cares, or no one listens. So now it's on the internet ( Read more... )