God, it's been ages since I wrote but i really need to let off some steam. I feel my life going on a downward spiral and who the hell knows where it's going to end. Can I be more of a dissapointment, to me, my parents, my friends? I don't think so, I feel like I have absolutely no control over my life and over the things I do, why do I do stupid ( Read more... )

I was having a pretty rough day today, I've been out of my antidepressants for 3 days now and have had absolutely no sleep whatsoever, thankfully my dr. refilled my prescription today and I'm already starting to feel the meds work, my head has been aching the whole day, I've been tired, cranky, weepy, sore, but all that will be over soon and I'll ( Read more... )

OMG, I'm so nervous! what if they don't fit? but I just couldn't let this opportunity get away, I have been wanting this shoes forever and this seller is not the kind that puts other sizes on sale, I'll just have to cross my fingers (and toes) and wish with all my heart, I will even put myself on a stricter diet to loose more shoe sizes just to get ( Read more... )

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Due to my ever changing appearance I'm posting how I look, just because I have nothing else to do and I like looking at myself =P, can someone say self-involved???

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I feel so lonely without shoes on the way, I need to have more just for the pleasure of expecting them, even though I clearly know I'm never going to be able to use all of them. Maybe if I just order one pair more??? what shall I do??? I NEED MORE SHOES!!!

I have temporarily retired my website, I was thinking that I want to polish my HTML skills and make a cool layout before I bring it back. Was thinking of playing around with the layout of the IC community, I'm just plain bored of seeing the same layout day in and day out, nothing too drastic of course just a little bit more fun, and since I am now ( Read more... )

My stomach hurts right now, damn my age that makes me intolerant to foods I would have been ok with if I was still 21! who could imagine orange juice could make your stomach hurt so much! not even my new shoes make my tummy feel better ^_^. By the way, I am excited because I have discovered a way to buy online (on Zappos!!!) WITHOUT SPENDING MY OWN ( Read more... )

Right now I am so depressed! my credit card is maxed out, I don't have any money, have nothing to do all day because I go to classes only friday and saturday (and that is a hassle in itself), I really need a hobby!!!! have only 3 pairs more of shoes coming, although I'm very happy that one of them is the cigarrete lady boots ^o^. I have too much ( Read more... )

Just wanted to post pics of my new shoes to see if they are really worth the amount of debt I'm in, hopefully they will be ^o^.

These I got in New York, the city of my dreams =P:

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