How is it that I've stayed in the same place for all this time?  I might as well have written these words within the last few months, not going on three years.  Strange.  I suppose I've grown and changed, but these on these topics I have changed little to none in my head.  On the other hand these words seem written by someone with more questions ( Read more... )

Some time or another I have to take a look at my romantic inclinations... Where am I now? I'm not sure ( Read more... )

Well Brandy, nothing makes me delve into my brain like answering questions. You haven't gotten this letter yet, but here's an excerpt that I wanted to keep a copy of for myself ( Read more... )

Back to prayer. I didn't go to the prayer meetings that Kristin invited me to. As much as I was looking forward to it, in the end I didn't feel very comfortable sharing faith with that group. I did go to Joshie's church one night, to watch them record a worship CD. This was fun. I sat in the back room with the studio guy and listened to them for ( Read more... )

These need addressing at some point. Thats what this space is for right?

2002.11.23 22.26 ( Read more... )

"I've always been critical of my own motives for my actions, choosing to live carefully by my own moral compass. I want to know why I do things. Usually I try to leave the motives of others to the four directions. Who am I to guess at the motives of others? I could form opinions about the inner workings of others until the end of time, but that ( Read more... )

I've just been invited to a prayer meeting. I think I'm going to go. Its been awhile since I've met 'in fellowship' with a group of people. The only person that I'll know there is the friend who invited me; a girl I used to work with ( Read more... )

The first post in the new LJ. I'm saving this space for 'self discovery' (I know, I know, sounds lame huh?). The catalyst for this journal is yesterday's emotional mush. The purpose of this journal is my need to decide whether I want truth or comfort. Its a place to converse with myself about which battles I need to concede and which fights I ( Read more... )