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[honeyandvinegar]

I haven't said much about the whole gambling issue since my "coming-out" party, but... I suppose I really DID hit the ultimate bottom, emotionally speaking anyway, cos' I done been clean for almost a month. :) Ever since that story and posting(s), I haven't put my hands to one ticket. :D

Comments

[i_o_r_h_a_e_l]

I'm glad things are secure for you financially.

to scour the couch for change

We never have any change in our couch. Maybe we should start! :D

[honeyandvinegar]

Lol, wouldn't call it 'secure' so much as 'under construction'. ;) It's gonna take time ad a little hardship (the lawyer fees and all :P) but we're committed enough at this point.

And dude, check it out! If you've never looked, perhaps you have a FORTUNE in those there cushions!! :D

[bagma]

Congratulations! I'm very happy for you.:) It feels good to be in control of our lives.

[honeyandvinegar]

Inorite? We're getting there! Thanks muchly, punkin!

[wiccabex]

Oh, sweetheart I'm so glad to hear you're doing well. Seriously, you have no idea how much it has lifted me just to know you're not just staying away from it, but doing so *actively* well that you feel good about it.

Super hugs to you, and big congratulations. So fucking proud of you

[honeyandvinegar]

*squeezes tightliest of tight* Thank you so very much, bunny. You've been a sweet friend with your mega-supportive comments and all. In a small way, *you guys* are one of the reasons I'm trying, because you're all important enough in my lives to make *myself* better. Y'know?

*squishes moar*!

[verangel]

Good on you!!! I can feel your strength. This was wonderful to read. You do have so much including a brilliant and enlightening mind and a heart as big as the moon. I love you! Xoxoxo v

[honeyandvinegar]

I love you so muchers too! :D I'm trying my best, and with all the support I get here, it just urges me on further to the ultimate goal. I love you, again!! (AND GET A GOOGLEEEE! I wanna vid witchoo!!)

[verangel]

I have to figure out what that is. *snorts*

[verangel]

I need instructions cause I am OLD and FEEBLE and Comp illiterate. o_o *doe eyes* You know my work email or better yet....work email me or IM and I am allowed to do IMing on facebook at work. :)

[claudia603]

I'm like super duper proud of you, Like for real.

It's so incredibly hard to deal with and take on our addictions, and it sounds like you're really getting a handle on it and then also seeing the results (moar money whee!).

And I know about those kinds of dreams. haha, whenever I give up sugar for a period of time, I have wild, crazy dreams where I'm GORGING on cakes and doughnuts and everything else bad for you! ;D

**Hugs hugs**

[honeyandvinegar]

LOL! Our brains let us know, "Why CAN'T we gamble/gorge/drink/etc. as much as we wanna??? *I* say it's okay!!" LOLOLOL! Thanks, lovebug--you guys are so awesome. *HUG*!