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Aug 01, 2012 00:45

Title: Hello
Length: 13/?
Pairing: Yunjae
Rating: Overall NC-17
Genre: Psychological, romance, angst, drama
Warnings: mental illness, romanticizing mental illness, self harm, mentions of abuse, prescription drug use, attempted suicide, thoughts of suicide, age gap, dub-con (non sexual), and possibly many others.
Disclaimer: i am not a psychiatrist ( Read more... )

length: chaptered, fic: hello, pairing: yunjae, rating: nc-17

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deleaah August 1 2012, 04:56:31 UTC
OMG MY SPOT. IM GOING TO GO TO BED NOW BUT I'LL READ AND EDIT IN THE MORNING. OMG, IM SO HAPPY YOU UPDATED \O/

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holystardown August 2 2012, 10:54:13 UTC
I AM TOO LIKE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW <3
HOPE IT DOESN'T DISAPPOINT YOU <3 <3

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deleaah August 5 2012, 03:24:06 UTC
My only thought when reading the beginning was: wow, they so want each other. It’s smart of Yunho to make use of Jaejoong’s desires for him to get information out but in the end, he just lost control and jtnsng'n! I don't even know what he's going to do now, it's all so open-ended. Tsk tsk yunho LOL. and I literally spat out water when Yunho called it a light activity, my gosh /headdesk/

The after guilt of it is overwhelming though :( I felt sad for him and wanted to hug him to comfort him but Jaejoong’s reaction is what killed me how he just assumed that he’s ugly based on yunho’s reaction ;~~; But Yunho comforting him is so precious and heartwarming.

Poor Hyori though, she’s probably so confused after what happened with Yunho and her. And you’ve lost me during the medicine talk. I applaud you for doing your research, it’s truly amazing and adds to the realism in this story.

This chapter doesn't disappoint and I hope to see more ^^

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holystardown August 5 2012, 08:07:24 UTC
"I don't even know what he's going to do now..." my favorite thing to hear tbh ;D
well... compared to full-blown sex it is kinda light? *shot*

that whole section is most of what took me so long to update. for the life of me i just could not get it right and make it sound good. ugh. i wash my hands of this chapter and everything it stands for lol

i'm so glad you appreciate the realism dear. so so glad <3 thank you so much <3
the next chapter is already underway, so hopefully i can get it to y'all soon ^^

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be_ddelusionall August 1 2012, 04:59:16 UTC
/SCREAMS/

/FAINTS/

/REVIVES/

/SCREAMS/

/READS/

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be_ddelusionall August 1 2012, 05:36:59 UTC
damn this is just ...
I don't even know ...

on the one hand I agree with Yunho - he royally fucked up
but on the other hand, that was hot

conflicted emotions
intense emotions

is it possible that Jaejoong was molested when he was younger?
oh man so many possibilities
the poor poor thing

this is so worth the wait, darling
i love this story

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holystardown August 1 2012, 17:05:50 UTC
omg hi bb i'm so glad you're still here ;A; <3

don't worry, i have conflicted emotions even while writing all of this orz. there are times when i just want to cuddle him and other ((most)) times when i just want to slap him upside the head ;P

anything is still possible ;]

thank you so much <3 i always love your comments. i'm glad you stuck with me ^^

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holystardown August 2 2012, 10:53:28 UTC
btw can i just say that that icon is one of the best things i've ever seen? GREATEST. MOVIE. OF. ALL. TIME.

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holystardown August 1 2012, 05:00:12 UTC
spot for moon1084 if she's still around <3

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holystardown August 1 2012, 05:01:01 UTC
spot for 5_in_heart because i know she never left me ;-; <3 <3 <3

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5_in_heart August 1 2012, 05:38:08 UTC
*dies* love you <3 will read, comment and reply your msg ASAP <3

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holystardown August 1 2012, 05:54:41 UTC
oh hi bb i love you too :'D <3
it's almost 2am and i have to be a functional member of society tomorrow and i really should have waited until tomorrow to post this but i couldn't so here it is and did i even tell you that i was updating this because it's all your fault that i even got back into writing it and then the rest just came out of fucking NOWHERE and ok bye goodnight i need sleep <3

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captainmarvel August 1 2012, 05:09:00 UTC
:( I don't get a spot anymore?
I hate that Yunho feels guilty and Jaejoong has a voice telling him that he's disgusting.
This was supposed to be a good thing for bot of them.
I hope Jaejoong never finds out about Yunho's thing with Hyori.

I have a random question.
Do you already have the ending to this story planned out?
I just keep thinking about the small clues you leave us that implicates what will happen in the end.

I'm so happy you're back.
This has to be one of my favorite fics ever.
I loved this chapter and am happy that you're still writing.

Update again soon please!
Thank you ♥

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holystardown August 1 2012, 05:19:02 UTC
UNNNNNIIIIIIEEEEEEEE ;A; <3
you will from now on i promise <3 i just didn't want to go through and put up all the spots, so to be fair i was like "then i won't do any!" but i have been talking to 5_in_heart for the past couple weeks about this and moon1084 has just always been there so ;; yes ( ... )

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