it's been hard but I think I also have mental things blocking me from losing weight like I want.... it's silly but I have a good sized boobah and I don't want to lose them! but more importantly I feel like if I were skinny and gorgeous and had way more self confidence it would fix a lot of things in my marriage but I'm also way terrified to do it and found out and maybe things wouldn't be as fixed as I dream. But I know it would help me a lot anyway..trying to recognize and deal with these mental things as they come...
It's not getting mad at someone for being honest, if you're actually just annoyed with their unreasonable expectations, which I know from previous entries of yours, he certainly has.
Congrats on the weight loss, though! 9 pounds is great, and you'd probably be more inclined to think that if you didn't have a large number sitting right by it (his 25). I think anyone who is willing to eat vegetables and work out can become as thin as they want to be. I've never been very willing to do either. ;P
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it's silly but I have a good sized boobah and I don't want to lose them!
but more importantly I feel like if I were skinny and gorgeous and had way more self confidence it would fix a lot of things in my marriage but I'm also way terrified to do it and found out and maybe things wouldn't be as fixed as I dream.
But I know it would help me a lot anyway..trying to recognize and deal with these mental things as they come...
ahhh I'm just mental! hahah
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Congrats on the weight loss, though! 9 pounds is great, and you'd probably be more inclined to think that if you didn't have a large number sitting right by it (his 25). I think anyone who is willing to eat vegetables and work out can become as thin as they want to be. I've never been very willing to do either. ;P
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