brownies love me
This morning I woke up feeling pretty tired. haha I always feel tired, though, so it was ok.
My work out buddy backed out cuz she had over indulged on the Long Island Iced Tea's last night, so I decided to just go on my own.
I did a 3 mile run, which is a LOT for me. Hopefully I'll be able to keep up the momentum and go tomorrow morning as well. I'm aiming for exercising at least 5 times a week.
I went to Red Lobster and ordered a SALAD, which if you know me is crazy because I loves me some seafood. But I like Caesar salad, too. (just not as much haha). When both families went out to eat after Missy's wedding I ordered another caesar salad, which I'm proud of! It was easy. I think the worst thing I had was Salmon Fettucine and I ate all the salmon but left most of the noodles.
I'm trying REALLY hard guys. I am so tired of being a fatty. I just want to look good in clothes and feel happy with myself. I know why it's not going as well as it should. I exercise a lot but I still eat liike crap. Johnny always brings home treats for the kids and if there are brownies and things hanging around, it's hard for me to NOT eat them.
My goal this week, besides exercising 5 days, is not eating any of those snacks.
It's very important to me to change! I'm struggling but I'm not giving up.
Johnny has lost 25 pounds! I've only lost 9. :O(
But he also exercises waaaay more than me, without kids.
I'm trying really hard to not get discouraged.
I really just want to feel pretty. dang is that so much to ask for!?
It doesn't make it easy when I'm running around with Johnny's sisters who each weigh about 100 pounds. ugh.
Johnny said I've 'let myself go" and I said something about two kids but he told me he knows lot of girls who've had two kids... and look better than me, which he didn't say but implied.
It hurts my feelings but I can't get mad at him for being honest!
this is my last post about this.
My work out buddy backed out cuz she had over indulged on the Long Island Iced Tea's last night, so I decided to just go on my own.
I did a 3 mile run, which is a LOT for me. Hopefully I'll be able to keep up the momentum and go tomorrow morning as well. I'm aiming for exercising at least 5 times a week.
I went to Red Lobster and ordered a SALAD, which if you know me is crazy because I loves me some seafood. But I like Caesar salad, too. (just not as much haha). When both families went out to eat after Missy's wedding I ordered another caesar salad, which I'm proud of! It was easy. I think the worst thing I had was Salmon Fettucine and I ate all the salmon but left most of the noodles.
I'm trying REALLY hard guys. I am so tired of being a fatty. I just want to look good in clothes and feel happy with myself. I know why it's not going as well as it should. I exercise a lot but I still eat liike crap. Johnny always brings home treats for the kids and if there are brownies and things hanging around, it's hard for me to NOT eat them.
My goal this week, besides exercising 5 days, is not eating any of those snacks.
It's very important to me to change! I'm struggling but I'm not giving up.
Johnny has lost 25 pounds! I've only lost 9. :O(
But he also exercises waaaay more than me, without kids.
I'm trying really hard to not get discouraged.
I really just want to feel pretty. dang is that so much to ask for!?
It doesn't make it easy when I'm running around with Johnny's sisters who each weigh about 100 pounds. ugh.
Johnny said I've 'let myself go" and I said something about two kids but he told me he knows lot of girls who've had two kids... and look better than me, which he didn't say but implied.
It hurts my feelings but I can't get mad at him for being honest!
this is my last post about this.