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Cold turkey withdrawals from Effexor.

Skull splitting headaches, bloody nose, vommitting, loss of appiatite, dizzyness, brain shivers, nightmares. . . . . .

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Cured. Back on effexor.

I was happy and having a great night, up until 10 min ago. Do you want to the good new or bad news first? Well, I'll make a sandwich with the bad news in the middle ( Read more... )

It's 430 am, again....I'm still not asleep. I had Giotto ( the dog ) lay on me for a couple of hours...still I didn't sleep. Then I wrapped up around him and laid my head on his body. Still, I don't sleep. I'm really upset about this...so what I'm going to do, is stay up for as long as I can! I will show this sleep thing! Don't mess with me, ( Read more... )

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My beard doesn't stay straight on my face. It some how seems to be slanted.

Currently, I still miss Ganga. Ganga was my cat, the best cat in the world. He would wake me up with his loud purring and rub is face against my beard. He would paw at my chest. Like he was giving a massage. Then I left my wife and the house where Ganga stayed. It was about two weeks after, I got a call telling me my cat was dead on 34th and ( Read more... )

I have a problem with sleeping, or maybe sleeping just has a problem with me. The point is, I don't sleep. I couldn't tell you the last night that I've actually slept. No matter what dosage of medication I take, I'm still more than half awake. No matter how much I drink, I'm unable to get any REM type of sleep. The combination of the two. ( Read more... )

Today, I have tasted the sweet freedom of lose. In essence, I've lost my old life. To name a few things lost...loss of a marriage, loss of a cat, loss of a home, loss of a bed, loss of a trip to costa rica, loss of a job, and loss of time. All within a few miserable months ( Read more... )