so much has been going on since i last wrote. obviously because i havent been on since like february or something. so, here's a little bit of an update
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Meghan's brother died in an explosion yesterday in Iraq. His name is Jonathan (I believe). I never met him, but my heart goes out to Meghan. I'm trying to be there for her, but I've never lost anyone as close as a sibling. I told her that I'm there if she needs anything, and, I guess, it's really all I can offer at this time.
i am so full of anger right now. its making my stomach flip-flop and churn in uncomfortable ways. i want to lash out, break something, hurt someone. but that would only make it worse, which i don't want to do. i don't know what to do with myself.