Wednesday night was amazing! Matt had candles all around the flat, and my favorite song of all time, Right Here Waiting by Richard Marx, playing when we got there. I thought I was going to collapse right then and there from the onslaught of emotions, and Matt actually had to draw me into his arms. We sat there and drank wine for a while, talking ( Read more... )

Being here, with Matt... I'm so happy. I don't want to leave London this weekend and go back to the states. But of course, work calls. I have to work on filming Charmed, and then, hopefully, before I know it, he and I will be back together. He and I finally admitted that we're in love with each other, and now I can't help but wonder where things ( Read more... )

Sorry about disappearing for a few days, everything has been really stressful around here! But alas, life goes on. I leave New York tomorrow morning for London, where I will spend a week with Matt. After that I have to fly off to the set of Charmed and start the filming of the new season. I've talked with both Alyssa and Brandy, and things seem ( Read more... )

Last night... was the most amazing night in my life. Matt was sweet, wonderful, amazing... Just being with him made my whole body tingle. I was on cloud nine. We're spending the whole day together today, but then he heads back to London until August. It's going to be so hard to be without him, now that I'm so content and overjoyed with him being ( Read more... )

Things are so much better than they have been... my life is really looking up. I guess having such wonderful people in your life will do that for you! Kristi, Faith and I had a bit of a sleepover last night, with a wonderful view of Kenny Chesney's bare backside. Not to mention lots of ice cream, and, thanks to Kristi, peanut butter smears across ( Read more... )

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I feel so guilty. I know Brandy and I agreed to see other people, but I never thought I'd be interested in anyone else... especially not this fast. Two fucking days. Just two. Maybe it's just lust, because the guy I'm falling for is someone I've had a crush on for the longest time. He's a fellow actor, and someone who I've always been a fan of. Now ( Read more... )

I have to take this time out to thank everyone once again for everything they've done for me lately ( Read more... )

I've read Brandy's journal, and the pain she's feeling is in her words ( Read more... )

I'm staying with Shannen right now... some problems came up with Brandy and myself. I don't really want to get into it, because I think what's going on right now is beyond personal. It doesn't have to do with the newspapers, if that's what any of you are wondering, but it's a very bad situation ( Read more... )