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[hollowdreamer]

"i'm the luckiest guy, not the lonliest guy, in the world...not me...not me

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[_yikes]

Yep. I'm jealous.

Me

[japanhome55]

Happy to see you enjoy Bowie. Please contact me at your convenience at the following temporary email address and leave your mother out of this exchange: japanhome55"at"yahoo.com (replace "at" with @. (To validate it is, in fact, you replying, include something significant that happened in your life in 1992.)

[carlynn]

Hey Mike.... Don't tell mom, but look at my post with the bunny "cute but pshyco" thingie's comments.... I think it's dad...*confused*

[hollowdreamer]

What the fuck? I thought of dad too when I read that. But still, what the hell? So cryptic and vague. And how would he even have found our journals? ::also confused::

[carlynn]

Mines under my name....*shrug*

[carlynn]

woooh....I didnt realize he wrote in yours too.....*very confused*

[bookofsorrow]

...i do believe you've fallen off the earth. i am sad. come back down soon. miss you, love you.

love,
stephy

[hollowdreamer]

::comes back from the darkness beyond the earth:: just to say that i love and miss you more than i could ever say with words. you mean so much to me. but i feel like i'm an asshole. and i guess i was hoping everyone would realize that and forget about me by now. i'm starting to tear up now.... because i know i've probably hurt you...and that kills me so much. you should have given up on me. i gave up on myself. stephy, you are one of the few things from my past that i never want to forget. because i've been trying so hard to forget pretty much everything. you mean so much to me and will always be a part of my life. just know that i think of you and will always be here for you...one way or another. you shine when all is black. and i will love you forever for that.

[bookofsorrow]

you're not an asshole :-p never! why would you think that. i understand that sometimes people have off days and that you may have needed some time to yourself. but never ever did i think you were an asshole, you've never been one to me in the least. and i'll never forget you mike, no matter how hard you wish i would. its impossible to forget someone who turned my world right side up when i thought there was no hope. you're one of the sweetest guys i've ever met. and maybe you do things that you shouldn't :-p but its ok. i'll never hate you for that. i will ALWAYS be here for you no matter what happens. and regardless, i'll always love you. "nothing you confess, could make me love you less" ok? i hope you take this to heart. love, miss, need, want... you

Stephy