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hollow_soul

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Dec 14, 2003 21:56

What's wrong with me? Can someone tell me that? Please? I'd like to know ( Read more... )

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missa909 December 14 2003, 20:17:34 UTC

Awww Sarah I'm here for you remember that! You just told me what happened and yes MEN SUCK! Hopefully there's a good explaination but then again he could just be an ass like most of them are. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better...

hollow_soul December 14 2003, 20:46:42 UTC

Eh, I don't know. I'm sick of feeling like second best to everyone I care about. I just want to know, when will I be good enough for someone? What's wrong with me that everyone feels they have to lie to me? I'd rather have honesty, even if it killed me, more than lies. Cause even the smallest lie cuts me deeper than any knife will or would.

missa909 December 14 2003, 20:50:39 UTC

I know the feeling and I know it hurts real bad. But you're not second best to me and there's a lot of other people who care about you that don't think you're second best. Remember that and only non-assholes will make you first. You deserve to be first and you deserve a guy that will treat you like a princess and give you all the happiness in the world. Everyone should be honest no matter what, even if the truth hurts. But not everyone thinks before they act or speak. Maybe when you meet guys bring up the "honesty" subject and just let them know right off the bat...

hollow_soul December 15 2003, 10:06:50 UTC

The only point is trying to find those non-assholes. Which I'm seriously doubting if they exist anymore. Most of the time I do bring up the honesty subject. Like with Dave, I brought it up, and he said that he is up-front with his girlies. Uhm...yeah...strike another lie down for him. Blah, and thinking about our last Saturday class together still makes me mad. Ya know, if he didn't really want to stay friends afterwards, he could have fucking told me the truth. Cause then I wouldn't have even bothered trying to talk to him. That's just pure bullshit. ARGH! I hate boys!

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xoxindkxox December 15 2003, 00:00:03 UTC

Um nothing!@

hollow_soul December 15 2003, 10:08:06 UTC

Then why do people like to treat me like I don't matter? Explain that one to me.

missa909 December 16 2003, 22:48:44 UTC

Well same goes for me too...and I don't have an answer for your question because I don't understand it myself. All I know is we deserve better...and I have heard about guys treating you like shit and you don't deserve that at all. You DO matter and if they don't think so then they need to fuck off.