Awww Sarah I'm here for you remember that! You just told me what happened and yes MEN SUCK! Hopefully there's a good explaination but then again he could just be an ass like most of them are. I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better...
Eh, I don't know. I'm sick of feeling like second best to everyone I care about. I just want to know, when will I be good enough for someone? What's wrong with me that everyone feels they have to lie to me? I'd rather have honesty, even if it killed me, more than lies. Cause even the smallest lie cuts me deeper than any knife will or would.
I know the feeling and I know it hurts real bad. But you're not second best to me and there's a lot of other people who care about you that don't think you're second best. Remember that and only non-assholes will make you first. You deserve to be first and you deserve a guy that will treat you like a princess and give you all the happiness in the world. Everyone should be honest no matter what, even if the truth hurts. But not everyone thinks before they act or speak. Maybe when you meet guys bring up the "honesty" subject and just let them know right off the bat...
The only point is trying to find those non-assholes. Which I'm seriously doubting if they exist anymore. Most of the time I do bring up the honesty subject. Like with Dave, I brought it up, and he said that he is up-front with his girlies. Uhm...yeah...strike another lie down for him. Blah, and thinking about our last Saturday class together still makes me mad. Ya know, if he didn't really want to stay friends afterwards, he could have fucking told me the truth. Cause then I wouldn't have even bothered trying to talk to him. That's just pure bullshit. ARGH! I hate boys!
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