Hmmm...

new year. fresh start.

hopefully i'll be able to figure something out this time around.

it's time to make some changes
i have to start putting myself first
and i have to stop letting outside forces have such a huge impact on my life

i have to learn how to deal
and stop letting my world fall apart when people disappoint me

i need to take control.
no ( Read more... )

i'm sad lately. and stressed. and just plain fed up.

and i'm not really sure what to do about it.

i feel like i have a really big, hard decision i'm going to have to make in the near future. and i'm not ready to deal with that.

i just want everything back the way it used to be.

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? - ish...i dunno it was full of a lot of highs and a lot of very lows ( Read more... )

i feel bad for neglecting my LJ because of myspace so i figured i'd post something.

everything's been good. i've been kinda busy what with work and holidays and the semester ending. i'm happy. i love it.

check out the myspace at www.myspace.com/hollikathryn if you wish. i guess that's all for now

sometimes i think entirely too much and i just need to stop

but that's usually when i start thinking even more.

i'm trapped inside my own fucking head. i'm sick of mind games, and i know i'm playing them with myself.

since i rarely have anything good to post in here, why start now? here we go ( Read more... )

i don't want to be broken anymore

i didn't get to dress up for halloween this year and it makes me sad ( Read more... )

things have been really different lately. a good different though ( Read more... )

i've been so worn out lately. i desperately need to catch up on some sleep...hah, when i find the time that is.

i don't know what it is but lately i've had this anxious feeling in the pit of my stomach...i don't like it. i want it to go away.

i like how everything's been for the past couple months. please don't let things change...please?