to stop sucking at life ( Read more... )

I want to save up money and go far away

and only tell Daria where I'm going

I'm sure no one else will notice

I here Arizona is good for jeans... maybe I'll go there

so I'll just ask this... is it stupid of me to want to hold on to the relationships in my life that I thought had meaning? not romantically just friendship-wise... is it so naive of me to consider that when a person says "best friends" and "I love you" (again... not romantically) they actually mean it? and it's not that I think they never meant it ( Read more... )

why does everyone always bring it up... I don't want it even mentioned in passing... I wish it had never happened I wish I had done anything but that and I don't appreciate people underestimating my remorse for it... fuck you... you have no idea what I go through every day because of it... you have no right to judge me or laugh about it ( Read more... )

So friday the 13th was mondo fun... I saw 4 people who I hold in very high regard in my life... I actually trust them... weird in my life lol ( Read more... )

I wish I wasn't so easily annoyed sometimes... but other times... I love it ( Read more... )

"to feel embarassed for feeling...
now that is the killer ( Read more... )

I've made all my recent LJs private... so you have to be my friend to see them... I don't know anyone who's not my friend who looks at these but if there's someone that I just accidentally didn't add or you just got a new name or something... just comment this entry... so I can add you and you can read all about my life... VERY exciting, right? lol ( Read more... )

I'm 19 now and a lady

now I'm gonna go color my fuzzy pictures

Friday night ( Read more... )