i hate it when i get acused of shit and people read to much into something... all that does is make someone mad at u even when they didnt do what they think they did. i really wish hed have atleast alittle more trust in me than he does... i dont like bein acused of lyin and cheatin when he knows that i wouldnt do that cause he knows that i love him ( Read more... )

i always said id make mistakes// im only human and thats my saving grace

=(

someone told me love would all save us... but how can that be... look what love gave us

unfortunately... i get it... i wish i didnt and it really sux but... i understand why this happend. and dont worry ill be fine. i love you... i really do and i know you love me too. thats how i know itll be okay and evrything will work out some how. itll be okay..... itll be okay. ♥

i dont know whats wrong... i wish i could do something to make it better whatever 'it' is. im so confused about this whole thing that i just dont know what to do anymore. i feel like everyones been attackin me lately and its makin me feel like shit. and im getn it from everybody! espacially my dad... its getn to the point wher when he walks in the ( Read more... )

i kept sayin im fine... that nothings wrong but he knows im lyin. for awhile i tried to ignore it. i thought that eventually i could get those stupid thoughts out of my head but it didnt work and ive finally realized what really has bein botherin me. im afraid... afraid of bein hurt.. of getn my heart broken like b4. thats why my jealousy has kickd ( Read more... )

i am bord out of my mind... bjs at work. i think im gonna get kari to put some low-lights in my hair tomorrow or tonight... depends on if shes goin off somewher or not. well saturday night im gonna go ovr to bjs house to help bj watch his lil sister haha getn me ovr ther was the only way his mom could get him to do it lol. idk what im doin tomorrow ( Read more... )

this was seriously the BEST valentines day ever!!!! even though not all of it was spent with bj =( i couldnt go with him to the show cause i had to b home at 9 so i told him to just go. so i just hung out with his friends til i had to b home hahaha. it was so much fun! well thats all 4 now. bye... hope you had a happy valentines day!!

I LOVE BJ!

OMG... last night was the most AMAZING night of i think my entire life! i love him so much!

I LOVE YOU BJ!!

all i want is to lay side by side while we watch the sunrise...