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i kept sayin im fine... that nothings wrong but he knows im lyin. for awhile i tried to ignore it. i thought that eventually i could get those stupid thoughts out of my head but it didnt work and ive finally realized what really has bein botherin me. im afraid... afraid of bein hurt.. of getn my heart broken like b4. thats why my jealousy has kickd into ovrdrive lately. bj im so so so sorry about how ive been actin lately... i feel so stupid because i know you love me and you wouldnt do anything to mess this up. its just i dont know what id do without you... i love you more than anything and ive given you my heart... my whole heart and i just dont want to get hurt again. so theres the answer to your question... im sorry it took me so long to answer it. i love you baby!