Im never posting in Livejournal again.   This will be the last one.   After soul searching and recent crap Ive decided its best to bury this thing forever without looking back.    I wont be back here ever again.  I probably wont be reading on here either.  Sorry pammie, its just something I need to do.  But thats why we have myspace.  :o)

*Heres to ( Read more... )

I never relized how much I hated you until now

I was at your old house last night.  My third time in the past couple months.   Each time I go there I have an overwelming feeling of memories.   We have alot of memories there.   All I can do is stare and look around.  The only thing that has changed is there's hardwood floors in the livingroom/dining area and of course the color of the walls.  ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, Life doesn't work that way.  Without drama, life would be boring.  People like to sit back and watch the drama unfold in other people's lives instead of dealing with their own.  My life is amusing to them.  I hear the little birdies talking about me.  I hear the speculation......and the whispers.  Watch my life.  I really dont care ( Read more... )

Im so sore from my TurboJam Workout last night.. ugg.. my back hurts.   Havent exercised in about 4 weeks.. but Im still down 25 LBS!!!!! so I must be doing something remotley right. 
I love when people notice! Makes me feel good for once.

Bought a pair of jeans from OldNavy on clearance and they were a size 8 Big Smiles :o ( Read more... )

.....Its something that came straight from his heart and that is the most precious gift ever.  I never felt so loved from him until that very moment.  It was then I knew, no matter how bad things can get, I just need to stick it out because in the end it will be worth it!

I love you!

So yes, I am another year older.  I feel it this year.  Just ( Read more... )

WOW!! Thats all I have to say about that!

And Looks like Ive lost more weight than I thought. 18lbs!

Well my past weekend was boring for once and just want I needed to gather myself together ( Read more... )

• Ohhhh yeah baby!! Carrie Underwoods tickets for the State Fair go on sale May 6th!!!!!! I CANT FUCKING WAIT!
• Garage Sale season is upon us, soul roads annual neighborhood sales are this weekend!! Something Matt and I love to do together :o)
• Wonderful weather this weekend means Beaver Lake.  3rd time going there already this spring season ( Read more... )

I had a job interview last week for the job of my dreams. Only to be disappointed and heart broken because I didnt get it. It was something ive worked so hard for. But whatever ( Read more... )