should be in bed, but i just spent the past few hours reading back al my lj entries && comments back to a little before i went to ohio to visit and drive down with amanda

and ive been crying this whole time.

especially when i got to my voice posts i left while on the drive down here and stuff.

i also got really angry again about a fued between my mom ( Read more... )

wow. anna nichole smith is dead, guys...

http://abcnews.go.com/US/story?id=2860766&page=1

it's a hard day.

an anniversary i could do without.

http://dizzyflower.livejournal.com/203573.html

i know im never on here anymore.... but i do read occasionally to get caught up with you guys.

but really - email me? or IM me? [holdfastxhope@gmail.com & holdfastxh0pe on aim]

i really miss a lot of you...

and also, id love to send out my christmas cards to you guys, so comment me/email me/IM you addresses? i'll screen these comments so that ( Read more... )

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stressand you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviouslyyou need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is suchthat you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires willshortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite ( Read more... )

so, i just couldnt resist right now ( Read more... )

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my sister [kawaiinekogrl] is trying to earn money for her trip to Japan in july. Se needs a total of $6000 and, needless to say, that's a lot of money that we don't have ( Read more... )

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