i guess i should mention that most of my posting now is either on my facebook or on my tumblr, and occasionally on my twitter. i haven't really felt the need to really talk about myself on here at all lately, that may change soon, who knows?

i'm cutting back on the drinking. cutting back heavily. please don't call me multiple times in one night looking for a party, because i'll be at home by myself watching movies.

back to reality. hello, world.

i really need to sleep more often.

i've been on this site multiple times every day since my last entry. i've written an entry every other time i've visited. but for some reason i am just too embarrassed or too afraid to post any of them. i don't even know why. i guess i just don't want people in my business anymore. i don't want anyone to know anything about me. i've gone from being ( Read more... )

this has to be one of the few times in my life where i'm actually content with the way things are going. really awesome things have been happening for me lately, but really, REALLY shitty things have happened too. but i don't care either way. i've actually been looking forward to getting out of bed each day, even if i've only had a couple hours of ( Read more... )

i need a break from my life. i need to relax and try to actually unwind a little bit; just let go completely for a couple of days. that would be heaven.

these headaches have been getting more frequent and more intense with each passing day. i wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that i haven't had a drop of alcohol since saturday, and i have had about two cigarettes a day since then too... instead of an entire pack. hopefully the headaches are associated with one or both of those, so i can ( Read more... )

all of my old OCD habits have been coming back full force recently, and i don't know why. things that i got over years ago are all coming back with a vengeance. this fucking sucks.

i figured i'd post an entry when i was actually in a good mood. so here it is.