im novicane im numb and nothings real

[hockeychick5]

I laid there quiet, watched you have your way with me I might have cried, the tears were silent inside you see

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[deadsoul]

hey fini...remember the fish project?

tell me what he represents fini. i think i know. but i like it when you explain things. they seem special-er then.

i saw him a few weeks ago...i have to tell you the things he did. i was thinking of you the whole time.

[hockeychick5]

hell yes i remember that fucking project. it was fun but we also worked 1894482482.59875 hours on it and still got 70%. oh well, it was fun

he represents everything. he represents what i want in my life, he represents my friends and all that i hope for. he restores my faith in guys and how there are some out there who are really special and never worth giving up. and that the shy, reserved ones are always the best. but he also represents something ill never have. but its still fun to drool over him, eh?

[deadsoul]

i hate that you say its something you'll never have. its something you *will* have. you're...a remarkable human being. it just takes time to find people. cos look. there must be 1 special person for every 10 you meet. so yeah, it takes a while to come across them but when you do, you know its going to be right.

it'll be juliana right.

i promise.

[hockeychick5]

ill admit ill meet someone like that if you admit youll meet someone twice as special. cause i know you will.

juliana's mine, you stay away bitch.

thanx.

[queen_hecate]

spongecake? inside joke i suppose. hm. fun being an outsider.

[hockeychick5]

no, he is a real person. he is gayatri's friend whos amazingly adorable.

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[queen_hecate]

hm.