So last night Rachel convinced me to go to the combi christ and kmfdm show, even though I had to be up for work at 4am.  I orginally had tickets, but then was begining to decide not to go for a few personal reasons.  But thanks to her, I went to a concert that I enjoyed myself at.  KMFDM put on a great fucking show.  Played my fav. song from the ( Read more... )

So I've decided just as quickly as I put the ebay store up that I took the ebay store down, after not making a sale in almost a month, I realized it isn't worth it to post on ebay.  Now I know I should have probubly waited a little longer because just short of a month isn't really all that much time, but when it comes down to it, when things are ( Read more... )

Doesn't it really suck when you have to get up really early in the morning, and you can't sleep.  I have to get up by at least 8 the latest, and here it is 3:38 in the morning and I can't sleep, I don't know why either.  I'm tired as hell, but as soon as my head hits the pillow, I wake up, almost imediatly.  I don't know what to do bout that ( Read more... )

So for some reason, not quit sure why, i've become obsessed with the music of Loreena Mckennett.  It's kinda celtic/renisaunce stlye music but to me it kinda feels as if there might be a new ageish feeling to it.  And intresting enough, morbid in way, but not neccessarily dark, just a sence of morbidity in her tone.  It's not really sad, or happy ( Read more... )

So, It's like 1:19 in the morning and I can't sleep.  I have to be up in almost 4 hours for work.  I think I accually fell asleep some time around 11ish or something like that.  But I woke up to find that I've been tearing into my arms and my legs.  I almost want to just take the cheese grater (spelling) and using that.  Rachel and I decided to go ( Read more... )

I've made a decision to start a business.  And my lovely Rachel is going to help me...becuase she has more money than I do.  To start things off we are going to buy some body jewlery from a wholesale site and start an online store with it, and put some up on ebay.  Then with a little capital, i'm going to buy some t-shirts, hoodies, and some hats ( Read more... )

http://www.myspace.com/maricius
yay...

Pharyngitis, I've been to the doctor hundreds of time yet I've never herd of this before.  Yet according to my searches online I have found that this -disease- has been around sinse the 1940's.  I have also come to find that doctors, after almost 70 years it seems that the doctors still don't really know what it is, yet still continue to diagnos ( Read more... )

Hello everyone,  yes I am still alive, go figure.  Work...sucks, I'm working crazy overtime, I've worked in the last weed 56 hours and the week before 55 hours, nice pay check next week tho. :) I guess that's one good thing out of it.  Tired as hell.  I work in blasdell now, but it's the same company, they just moved the location a few weeks ago.  ( Read more... )

I CAN SEE A FROZEN POINT IN TIME WHERE HER FIGURE STILL AWAITS (HER) TONGUE OF FIRE TRACING LIPS OUTLINE WHERE FROZEN BREATH ORIGINATES WITH ONE MOTION OF HER WANTING EYES SHE STRIPS EVERYTHING AWAY THIS ONE MOMENT IS INTENSIFIED AND COLORS ALL FADE TO GREY

I AM IN THE ONLY PLACE THAT I WANT TO BE THOUGH WE KNOW THAT IT ENDS EVENTUALLY BUT IT'S ( Read more... )