seriously super quick update of life thus far ( i could write a longer one but I dont want to ( Read more... )

Its poignant though ( Read more... )

If the Heart of a Man is deprest with Cares ( Read more... )

well hey pals and gals- long time no see ( Read more... )

so cross your fingers for me, cuz i want that place ( Read more... )

aaarrrrgggg----

now i dont nearly feel as well as I did two days ago.

i fuckin hate people

i suppose if that was the worst he could say about me behind my back (when the truth about how people feel always comes out) then i shouldnt worry so much.

but still... what a bitch. and what a huge turnaround from last night

now the only thing im dissappointed about is that Aaron hung on to him for so long.

currently i do not love anyone so well as i love my gay boys. Aaron has been my amazing godsend this summer. He and I were alway friends- but over the last year and summer weve gotten WAY closer. and that makes me happy ( Read more... )

so shane and i made up. at least i think we have. its one of those fights that is really tough to assess because hes overseas and I cant look him in the eye and see what the truth is. I havent wanted to call him this badly since he left. Its like the fights we used to have waaay back in the day ( Read more... )

im so confused.

take the show and the demotion to ASM....
or
Turn down the show and miss out completely...