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spiraling emotions
i've come to the realization that what i've chosen to do with my life in the last few months was my decision. it may have ended badly but i needed to do it for myself and learn from the experience. i'm sorry you all don't agree with that and if you were my supposed friends than you would have supported me in what i decided no matter how stupid or ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Significant Choices
honestly hun. i know this is shocking but prob. my significant other. cause since i've gotten back to nj my other friends here have dropped me like flies for the decision i had made in my life. and it made me realize they were never and will never be my friends again. so fuck them!! that's not including you though :) -
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you broke my heart, my soul, everything we had... i thought we had something but i guess i was wrong. amazing how you can move on without a second thought. i know you loved me at one point but what changed? i think i deserve an explanation but i know i'll never get it. i left everything for you and saw myself change into something i didn't like but ( Read more... ) -
life goes on..
Well a lot has changed since I last posted in December. Sadly, I'm back in NJ. Sam and I broke up or shall I say he broke up with me thru his family. We were fine until we moved out of his mom's place. From there we lived with his best friend Steve and his wife and their two kids. Problems and arguments started to arise. From there we moved out to ( Read more... ) -
A lot has changed...
That's right!! I left home two weeks ago yesterday and now I'm living in Midland, Michigan with my fiance, Sam and his family. That's right people, I'm engaged. I love him sooo much. He treats me very well and every time he looks at me with that grin and twinkle in his eye I fall in love with him all over again. I love you baby!!
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Closure
So I'm doing so much better than a few days ago. We both realized we wanted something different out of our relationship. I wanted something serious and I think he wanted to just have fun. Anyway we talked for a long time last night and we've come to the conclusion we're better off just as friends. It'll take some getting use to when we hang out ( Read more... ) -
No advice needed
Well to answer my question from previously no advice needed. He broke up with me today b/c he didn't want to hear me tell him how I felt about him not spending enough time with me and too much with his friends. I get it, he has friends as do I but I know how to separate my time between the two. The moment he feels it's getting a little stressful or ( Read more... ) -
Scared
Let me break it down. I have an awesome boyfriend don't get me wrong. Actually wait it's a lot more simple than I'm making it lol. I'm scared. Scared shitless to open myself up to a person. I don't want to get hurt cause of the past. He's awesome and pretty much everything I've been looking for but I am scared. I'm tentative but I want to start ( Read more... ) -
boyfriend!!
So I have a new boyfriend and he is awesome. He's got his flaws but don't we all. He makes me laugh non-stop and I'm happy with him. It's great to have someone who likes me for me and isn't an ass hole lol...
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