( zena )

wow...lifes a bitch ( Read more... )

Im so tired of my purple hair fading on me..its such a pain in the ass...is looks like shit more then it looks good. But then again idk if i could look at myself without purple hair...i need help, i want a change...any ideas?

:-(

im so emo...and i hate emo

someone save me from myself...

IM A FUCK UP.

first off i just want to say its MY buisness who i want to write poems to, its MY buisness if i want to give it to them. And second off i know hes fucking happy and i wouldnt EVER in a million years every try to come inbetween him and his gf. I fucking respect that hes moved on and that he loves someone else and that he's happy so do me a big ass ( Read more... )

lately everything just seems downhill lately, at least i got to talk to ham last night which always makes me feel so much better...i cant believe that dina might not be going on the europe trip, this fucking sucks the ONLY reason i was going was so she didnt have to go alone and now i might have to go alone...wtf i can NEVER win. grayce is helping ( Read more... )

this shit has got to stop. i need to get over him and realize its fucking over. i've been so upset about it that i didnt go to fucking school cuz i needed to clear my mind. god why am i so in love with someone that doesnt care about me..i need to let go and i cant.

hmm i haven't posted in a while and i felt the urge too..today was pretty fun, i went to the mall got some clothes for europe(which im pretty siked about cuz i fucking love europeans!) then i went to laurens and hung out with tilts, eric, kt and her friends...which was pretty sweet,it was all fun even though a certin someone wasnt there...*sigh*. ( Read more... )

i would say for the past month i have been doing ok with the whole ham situation, i've been accepting that hes moved on and hes happy and lately i've been totally ok with it, except for the past week..my biggest fear is comming back, well i guess i should say my two biggest fears 1)being alone and 2)not having ham in my life and i dont mean in a bf ( Read more... )