a few random things ( Read more... )

so i've decided not to go back to chicago. it was a horribly tough decision but now that i've made it i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. im going to take classes at parkland and move in with erin. but i REALLY need to get a job. does anyone know of places that are hiring?!? im desperate. and i really dont want to work ( Read more... )

i dont want to go back to school. at all. i dont like chicago, its not for me. this sucks ( Read more... )

i'm thinking about moving to Portland Oregon and transfering to the Art Institute of Portland to study interior design. this is the most difficult and most exciting decision i've made in my life. ever. i've decided that although i like the city, chicago is not for me. and it breaks my heart that i wont get to see Bela as often...but i dont like UIC ( Read more... )

"Alex Trebeck goes aroud the 'JEOPARDY!' studio wearing a button that says PAT SAJAK LOOKS LIKE A BADGER. He and Sajak play raquetball every Thursday."
-Girl with Curious Hair by David Foster Wallace

i am so fucking pissed right now. i am so stressed and overwhelmed and lonely and depressed and lost and im so sick of trying to fix other peoples problems and feeling bad when i can't. i want to move far away and be away from everything i know and start completely over ( Read more... )

http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2005-6/1027852/DSCN2000.JPG

Seriously though. How fucking adorable is that?

i know most of you really dont give a shit, but for those of you who do, my twin niece's ( Read more... )

up until this week i was realy convinced that college wasn't all that hard ( Read more... )

i went home this weekend to see ryann before she left for protland. she had a party at joe's. keg of honey brown + piniata=good times ( Read more... )