So, classses are going well, it's online classes and they're super easy, can take a day off and work on them later as long as everything is turned in by the due date. Very flexible. I want to go work on some art, but I have to wait for my canvases to dry, they got gessoed. I really don't want to work on classes, at all. I would much rather paint ( Read more... )

So I kinda forgot this even existed. Wow. I work at the Hikes Point Sbux now so people should stop by! Give a text or a call first and I'll let you know if I'm working and if you don't have my number...well...shit? Anyways. Things are AMAZING! My old boss is "no longer with the company" the stupid cunt ( Read more... )

Drove around last night with Ridgley and just goofed off. Much fun to be had. No clue where we were going but that just didn't matter. Need to go over to Bellarmine and see everyone sometime soon. Laptop dieing...

Work sucks, there's drama and it's ridiculous. Seriously, everyone's human but there's no reason for a hollier than thou attitude because of religion. I have a new piece that I'm working on and hopefully I can put some stuff up this month at the cafe. Who knows how long that will even last. I just need it long enough to get back to Bellarmine. A ( Read more... )

Do you ever sit, going through everything so you don't look like as much of a pack rat and just find something that makes you miss someone so horribly that every fiber in your body hurts and all you want to do is take a breath and make everything just disappear? Or to just ask them to forgive you for no other reason than that they aren't with you ( Read more... )

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Woke up this morning and couldn't move the pain was so bad so I had to force myself up, nearly screaming the entire time if it weren't for the fact I was chewing on my poor bandana Byron gave me last year. Got to my room, grabbed my pills and took them before coming to the computer and getting some homework done for my classes, reading live ( Read more... )

So I went and she thinks I could have cysts but would have had to do an ultrasound and blood work to find out. I'm in pain, I feel weak and nothing is making it better. If things aren't better by Tuesday, I have to go see her. I don't know what else to do. I feel like I'm going in slow motion, and it's weird ( Read more... )

Ok, so, I quit American Eagle. The job sucked, immensily. Like, they called my dad looking for me. How lame is that? What bullshit manager calls someone's dad to get a hold of the kid? So, I got sick of thier crap and the fact that I was getting shit about the medical condition and so I said screw it and quit ( Read more... )

In a desperate move to get some extra cash for the season, I got a job at American Eagle. At said job, I ran into Tina. From high school. Wow. She has a kid. And is graduating from Bellarmine this year. It's, weird. Wow.

Anyways! I am alive, if not a little search weary.

Finding yourself is hard, but losing yourself is so easy.