Oh boy boy boy boy boy....

[hina1]

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Oh, brother.
It's been a really long time since my last entry here. To think the first thing I've ever posted can be traced back to 2007... Can you believe that?
Man I've become so much older. It sucks.
(Not really... But still.)

Maybe dumber, too?

Anyways... Err.
A really good friend told me that if she had read that journal before knowing me, she

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[ksuden]

Oooooh, a living dead ! *poke*
Well, I feel pretty the same when I read my past entries on LJ. That is why I write few texts now, I guess. It was pathetic in a way, but it was me. My feelings. My suffering. So there is nothing to laugh about. And that is the same for you.
Yeah, it is not fun all the days to grow up. Whereas, if you had not, you could not see that you have changed. You could not be glad to see that you're not the same that at this time.

Well, it's not clear but stil... ^^;
(et pourquoi je me fatigue à écrire en anglais ? Probablement parce que le tien est plutôt pas mal, en fait)

[hina1]

I'm not a living dead. T^T Why do people keep calling me that? I just happened to be Internet-less during months. (Yes, indeed. And I am proud to tell the whole Internet community that: I WAS INTERNET-FREE DURING SIX MONTHS AND I AM STILL ALIVE. *insert "year of the tiger" theme here*)
But don't worry, I see your point here(very clearly if I can say so myself OmO), so you're not just rambling on. At least I understand you. (I'm not sure this is a good thing, but don't worry, I heard the madhouses have increased their comfort standards. Something to do with mentals hurting themselves I think. Green, the camisole, if you please OnO)

But you're right. Maybe it's a good thing we're able to see how we changed. I'm just kinda sad because I... Did not wanted to change, nor did I wanted to grow up.
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I don't really know why I'm writing this in english, either ya know ^^' It just feels.. Familiar.
Nonetheless... Thank you for your point of view, anywho.