details IV (thirteen AU drabble)

[himawarixxsandz]

title: baby don't cry
author: himawarixxsandz
rating: pg-13
pairing(s): banghim
a/n: bc i was listening to baby don't cry by exo after a long time of not hearing it and i just sUDDENLY REALIZED past the little mermaid thing that it's basically exactly yongguk's situation so i was like lemme do something

Comments

[himawarixxsandz]

[margaretbrown]

So that's it !! I understood that Himchan's problem was being apart from Yongguk but I thought he'd rather be in prison, in a confined small cell, than in the vast world without Yongguk. I'd never thought of that third option - going together. I understand he'd resent him - Yongguk turned into a liar, a traitor, did no better, in Himchan's eyes, than Dongsun. But I still hope he'd get over it - because Yongguk turned into a liar and a traitor for his sake. Of course to Himchan, it's not true because he thinks being alone outside without Yongguk was worst than if they'd gone together. But now Yongguk's returned - now he sees what jail can do to a human being. How it can break one's mind and body, even if they don't get singled out thus don't become trapped in the games of power that can take place inside. And Himchan, a great thief who can inspire so much people, is probably just like Yongguk : freedom is essential to him. I know he thinks he suffered just as much as Yongguk or even worse because he was betrayed, but while he was in

[shuuji_nemo]

Ok, so I only screamed after reading it. That ought to count as an improvement...right? BUT I FINALLY GET IT OKAY?! Except for the part where they are supposed to "choose each other" or something. I mean, if they decided to go together, then why didn't Himchan simply turn himself in? I mean, that probably sounds naive and all and I didn't really understand this part but...well, fine, I didn't get it :P
Other than that, "Yongguk knows Himchan will cry". Well, fyi, I am going to cry too, just so you know T.T

[hiddenmeghanis]

jesus why is everything you write so amazingly good?

[anonymous]

I never would've thought. Now I see why Himchan's just so unforgiving. AHH Great update!!!