Comments | highland_shadow: Looking back

highland_shadow

Looking back

Dec 09, 2005 02:27

You know, I've been thinking lately, I have a lot of people in my life that I love and am fiercely proud of. But, other than them, I am proud of very little in my life, and I sure as hell am not proud of the way I have handled some things, or not handled them as the case may be. I look back at the way I've acted and I get sick to my stomach. I can' ( Read more... )

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retrophantasy December 9 2005, 12:44:06 UTC

I know that this is kinda coming out of the blue, but I got the urge to read your journal, and I wanted to say something. Yes you can't change what has happened in the past, but as long as you can get ahold of the people, a simple heartfelt sorry can do wonders on both parties. Even if after that you never speak to eachother again, you both can go on with your lives with your wounds a little more heald (and yes even if your in the wrong, you have a wound too, otherwise you wouldn't be feeling this way), so that when you look back at a part of your life, and that person comes into the picture, there isn't as much stinging. I know from my own life that it can work. Of course this probably wont work for the little boy on the bus, but I think it might help you and others from the past few years. A little note to Tiff saying sorry, (I think anyways) would mean the world to her. Things like that. Well now that I have bored you or confused you, I'll go. I wish you a wonderful holiday season sweetheart. I'll always love you.

highland_shadow December 9 2005, 20:05:12 UTC

"I got the urge to read your journal, and I wanted to say something."

Too bad I can't do the same, eh?

retrophantasy December 9 2005, 22:37:01 UTC

I didn't know you ever wanted to read my journal. All you ever had to do was leave a lil note saying that you did and added me, and I would have added you right back. Heck I probably would have added you if I saw you friend me, even without the comment on that entry.

la_reine24 December 9 2005, 20:05:13 UTC

About the whole users guide... I just thought it was funny because some of the girls in Tamara's church group here barged in on me one day and taught me the word of God from a little book that was actually called a God users guide. LOL! I just thought it was funny! And you could always go to Esther for an inspirational story about an ant and a mustard seed or something. lol! Hun... I'm sorry for the past, and I look forward to the future. Any differences we may have had the past couple months should be gone now. They are to me. Will you see if maybe I could help too on the 22nd with Toys for Tots? First time I helped out there I cried, and I love that feeling. I'll be up for Will's Christmas party, so I might be able to help!!! Keep in touch! Love you!

Love broken113086 December 17 2005, 06:27:52 UTC

hey honey I was just catching up on some journals because I live at petco more often then not and finally had some spare moments to read and catch up a bit. Of everything that I read, I have to say this struck me. How you started by saying that you were proud of the people you know but not proud of much more really hit me and got me to thinking, you know me and my neverending thought process but yeah. I just had to say that you should be proud of yourself because even though you may not see it this way, the people that are around you that you are "proud" of are who they are because you have been in their lives. It may not be in a big way or even directly but you have had a hand in every life you touch. We all have things that we aren't exactly proud of and things that we regret but honestly that's what makes people grow. It's those tough times that help us to become a better person. The important part of it all is that whatever mistakes were made have been learned from. There is no end to mistakes,lord knows I'm figuring this out more ( ... )