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friendsonly;;
you know the drill.
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"Are you okay?" no "Yes," I lie.
All I've ever wanted was for everyone to just get it, without the explanations and coerced understanding. How do you help those around you to understand that there is something vastly wrong with you, but they can't see or smell or touch it? That everything that is wrong is hiding away inside you, eating at your core ( Read more... ) -
dec 18.
a whisper, just a simple whisper is enough to change the world. six entirely plain words that found their way to fucking with the entire situation. "just forget me, it's that simple" you sighed. it rolled off your tongue, your breath pushing it forward. escape. i'm stuck between two options. pause or repeat. and neither option seems viable to make ( Read more... ) -
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has anyone noticed how
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i like lists.
i'ma continue to write lists like crazy because at this point it's all i really want to do.
1/ spilling your guts sucks. well no it doesn't, it kind of rules but in a sucky kind of way. oh well, it's out there now and i can't change it.
2/ things are going to change now, no matter how hard you try to stop them from changing.. no matter how many ( Read more... ) -
oct5.
i'm going to write more and more of these public entries i think. knowing that there is at least someone out there who cares makes it worth it for me. someone who cares enough to ask, are you okay. and at least this time i feel like it's being said because they mean it. however since i find myself knowing what i want to say, but unable to find the ( Read more... ) -
statements of pure honesty.
1/ i feel like we don't have anything in common anymore, and all i can think everytime you talk to me, or you comment on something on facebook is.. what a fucking self-important bitch.
2/ sometimes i feel like i've known you my entire life, spent years racking up the miles. you're a friend that i feel i can completely trust even though we only met ( Read more... ) -
a thought,
sometimes i get these feelings, like i should know what to say. what to think and how to feel. it strikes me in an instant that the people around me are so sure of the things they know and want and here i am, barely able to do the doggy paddle while the undertow is sucking me down. over and over i fight against the overwhelming feeling that i'm not ( Read more... ) -
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You live out where the street ends
In a basement apt. With one of your friends
And the tap drips all night
Water torture in the sink
The furnace is burning
But it's still cold i think
I can smell the bleach
That they use in the hall
But it can't clean the dirt off of meIt's seeping under the door ( Read more... )