So in the past two weeks, maybe more, I've been through a whole lot. A WHOLE LOT. A lot of that stemming from Rude' and the pain that always ensues whenever he comes around. I think this time it hurt more than anything and instead of just taking it, in the hopes that maybe one day he'll come to his senses and every thing will be ok, I finally stood ( Read more... )

Why do bad things happen to good people? What's the point of doing good, working hard, doing the right thing, etc. if no matter what something's still gonna go wrong? Why does it rain right after you wash your car? Why do nice people go throught the most shit? Why is it that church going people, the ones who are supposed to be "blessed" still end ( Read more... )

I need help. I'm in the middle of a major breakdown minutes before I have to go to work and I don't know how I'm going to make it through the day. I wish I had the time to say everything that's wrong. But I'll just sum it up by saying my life. For some reason my life sucks and I don't know why. And I see everyone around me living on easy street ( Read more... )

It's a hot spice used in indian food made with really hot peppers. It's really good but too much of it burns the roof of your mouth of. So then you stop eating it. But after a while, you wake up from your life without curry and you're damn, I miss curry. That's how I feel about you. You're selfish and needy and unstable. . . You're ghetto and ( Read more... )

It's been an extra long time since I've done this, but i don't have anywhere else to go. So much hs been going lately and I am so overcome with thoughts and emotions I think I might bust. It doesn't help that I can't stop thinking about it. I guess the easiest way to sum things up is I am afraid. Scared to death of what's happening to me, what the ( Read more... )

I wish I didn't write every time I was upset. I feel like I'm always complaining about how my life sucks, but it doesn't. And I'm not depressed. It just that when times get hard all I can do is write ( Read more... )

So today was supposed to be my "me" day. I'm off from work and I arranged it so I could skip class just so I have some time to enjoy me. So it's starts off great, I get up go get breakfast and head out to the shops. So I was finding some really cute stuff and I had plans to catch a movie but I decided to hit the mall since it was on my way back. So ( Read more... )

Today started off horribly. It's like I didn't have the energy to do anything and I had so much to do. I just wanted to pass out. But it got better when I went to work at 6. What changed? No clue, maybe it was because I ate. Anywho, I'm sitting here now knowing I have something to do but I can't remember for the life of me what it is. So I'm ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a while ( Read more... )

I swear, no matter what I do it seems like it just follows me wherever I go. Let me just tell you all the things I found out last night ( Read more... )