Nobody loves me...
anonymous
April 3 2009, 02:38:13 UTC
Canada/America
Canada is at home stressing out and crying thinking that nobody has ever, or will ever love him.
He pretty much thinks that England never cared about him and only wanted him because of France and that after England took him, France didn't care about Canada either. He also believes that America only acts friendly towards Canada for an easy take over, so that America can get all of Canada's resources.
Re: Nobody loves me... "Doors wide open" 4/4
anonymous
April 4 2009, 01:10:04 UTC
____________________________________________________________ “Matt?” A hiccupped. “Matt- er. What....” He stopped by the prone figure on the floor. Mathieu snapped up like a small puppet, shaky on his feet.
“Al, you don’t need to stay.” He put his hands on his brother’s shoulders to steer him out, resisting the alluring warmth just at his finger tips. “It’s fine. Just - something with my people. It just , you know, starts to get to you and sometimes I have to wonder if I can’t help them a little more-“ He was cut off when he was leaning face first into the cool leather of Alfred’s jacket.
He nearly pulled them both down by collapsing on his brother, but Alfred manoeuvred them to the large bed in the corner. His skin was almost grey with worry, and usually clear eyes seemed dusty. Mathieu tried to control the hiccupping sobs to explain himself, but tucked against the scent of old leather it was so easy to convince himself Al was here because he did care
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I never know what to expect from explicitly angsty requests, but oh wow, anon--you've handled this beautifully. I really like how it's set right when Matthew's starting out on his own, and the way the added stress gradually managed to wear him down. That is some great storytelling you've got going on there, and the ending? The ending was perfect. Thanks so much for such a great fic for these guys. ♥♥♥♥ I can never get enough of 'em.
Canada is at home stressing out and crying thinking that nobody has ever, or will ever love him.
He pretty much thinks that England never cared about him and only wanted him because of France and that after England took him, France didn't care about Canada either. He also believes that America only acts friendly towards Canada for an easy take over, so that America can get all of Canada's resources.
I'm looking for some angst, and fluff. D:
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“Matt?” A hiccupped. “Matt- er. What....” He stopped by the prone figure on the floor. Mathieu snapped up like a small puppet, shaky on his feet.
“Al, you don’t need to stay.” He put his hands on his brother’s shoulders to steer him out, resisting the alluring warmth just at his finger tips. “It’s fine. Just - something with my people. It just , you know, starts to get to you and sometimes I have to wonder if I can’t help them a little more-“ He was cut off when he was leaning face first into the cool leather of Alfred’s jacket.
He nearly pulled them both down by collapsing on his brother, but Alfred manoeuvred them to the large bed in the corner. His skin was almost grey with worry, and usually clear eyes seemed dusty. Mathieu tried to control the hiccupping sobs to explain himself, but tucked against the scent of old leather it was so easy to convince himself Al was here because he did care ( ... )
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I never know what to expect from explicitly angsty requests, but oh wow, anon--you've handled this beautifully. I really like how it's set right when Matthew's starting out on his own, and the way the added stress gradually managed to wear him down. That is some great storytelling you've got going on there, and the ending? The ending was perfect. Thanks so much for such a great fic for these guys. ♥♥♥♥ I can never get enough of 'em.
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That was very beautiful writer!anon :'D
OP appreciates this so much~! ^_^ ♥
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